Sad, Sad, Sad

Well... I don't know where to start, I am not feeling myself lately. I have been crying for the simplest things and I think I might be causing problems. I need help, someone to talk to I guess. Actually someone who will understand how I feel and not judge me. There are certain things that have been going on now for a while and I think it is time for them to change. It will be a while before they do but I know it will be for the best. Specially for my kids which they are my first priority. I know whatever decision I take will be for the best. I know there is a light after the tunnel.

Elmo Live 2/13/09

We took the kids to Sesame Street Live. It was a lot of fun. This is the third year straight that I take Stephen and Samantha. It was also Victoria's first time going... though she slept threw the whole show. Maybe next year she will have more fun. I love taking them to events like that they have so much fun and it also gives me and my husband a chance to be with them and enjoy something nice. So next year we will be there again. It is an event that we will try to go and enjoy every year.

My two little angels!

So I could not be any happier... I love being with both of my kids. I love looking at both of them and knowing that they are something that came from me and my husband, and that came from love. It is not easy but we are getting a routine down... and it's much easier than I taught it was going to be. She just turned two weeks... and I am glad that she is finally here. It was a long journey... but I would do it all over again if I had too. I love both of them with all my heart, and I love being a mom all the things that they both do as individuals is amazing and wonderful. It's a perfect family of four. My husband Felipe,me, Stephen and Victoria. Happy four!!!!