Our Five Year Anniversary

Our five year anniversary was Dec. 13,2009. It's been a long road for us. We've had our ups and downs... but I could not imagine my life without him. He is my all and we complete each other... even with out fights and laughs we are always there for each other to comfort and apologize when something goes wrong. And to enjoy the happy time we have. I have been threw so much these last past years and I am glad he was there to share them with me. Our two adorable kids, fights and laughs, and the passing of my father. I couldn't imagine anyone else in my life. I thank God for making him my husband and soon he will bless our marriage. I am sooo excited. We had a wonderful time. We went to the Nutcracker and then to dinner at Olive Garden, which was really nice. I love to have time alone with him... we talk about other things besides the kids and our work. It was nice to have quiet alone time with him. It was a wonderful evening. Te amo Felipe.

Stephen's Christmas Party

Stephen's school christmas party was friday. It was so exciting and fun. Stephen was so proud to see us when we got to his class. It was a potluck type... so we took a chocolate cake. They also did a gift exchange which was really nice, we made an ornament which you can see on the picture. It's so exciting to see him growing up and acting so diffrent and getting more mature. We all had fun and I can't wait till next year.

Christmas Tree

My husband and son put up the christmas tree... it looks beautiful. We made it a traditon to put up the tree the day of Thanksgiving. I am excited this year for some odd reason, it is Victoria's first christmas and Stephens fourth. I am not for sure yet of our plans... but I am going to make it the best for my family and kids. The tree look nice, doesn't it? It won't last because of the kids taking everything down but for the couple of days it did last all put togethere was nice.

Victoria's Babtisim

Victoria's babtisim was amazing, she looked beautiful. Carlos and Liliana Tellez are her Godparents they are apart of my family and really close to us. Felipe and I were so proud and excited. We had all of you close family and friends. It makes me proud to know that we have an amazing family. It was beautiful.

My hunny and I are having a religious wedding Nov.13 2010. I am sooooo excited. I guess it was about time after two kids... and five years of marriage threw the JP. We have taken our marriage classes already so we just have a couple of other things to do then we will be set. We have booked our venue and photographer. I am excited and at the same time overwhelmed with so many things that have to be done, it is crazy. I thought I had chosen my dress and.... no it's not me. I am glad it was a year from now and not a month before the wedding. So I found the one, it is perfect, it's me what I was looking for. So well see if I don't change my mind again. I am just happy to finally marry him. I love him so much and we are perfect for each other. I thank God for putting him in my life. We much appreciate each other and I love that and so many other qualities that he shares with me. I love you Felipe.

Stephen's First Day Of School

Stephen's first day of school. Well school has started a while back, I know, I know. Well moving along, We were so excited and nervous his first day.... we never expected this day to be so soon. It seem like yesterday he was still me little baby. He is growing so fast and it scares me. He was so proud that he didn't cry. He had a good day and so far I think we are making progress. He is bring back home drawings that they make in school and of course they are all made for mommy. My husband and I are so proud of him.

So much has happen!

Well so much has happen since my last post. Samantha'a 8th b-day, Stephen's 4th b-day as well as him starting pre-k. We are so proud of him. Victoria is 8 months and just getting bigger. My father's 2 year anniversary of being with God. Me and my husband deciding to marry by the church. It is something so exciting for me. I am more than overwhelmed. It was something that we had been wanting to do for the longest time and he finally decide it was time. We are taking classes which is something that has been helping us a lot. We are excited, and so are my closest friends. Well till we meet again. I will post pictures of all the things that have happen.

Dia De Las Madres!

Dia de las madres. Mis hijos y mi esposo me hicieron pasar un dia muy lindo, a pesar de que estoy enferma. Ayer tuve que ir al hospital. Me dijeron que tengo una infecion respiratoria. Tuve de todo fiebre, vomito y prefiero no seguir. No pude hacer me el tattoo que era un regalo. Pero ya sera para la otra. Bueno a pesar de no sentirme bien me la pase bien. Gracias a mis ninos y a Felipe.

Boot-Camp!

So this is me. Jacky Nunez-Hernandez... wow what a long last name. Well anyways I started boot-camp last Monday. Oh wow what a work out. It was amazing, I used mussels I did not even know that I had. I was so sore. But it's something so important to me. It's a goal I have set for myself. I want to look better for myself. I am only 22 and I am so unhealthy, which is not something I am willing to settle for. So well see how much I will loose and how fit I will get it six weeks.

Melanie's 3rd B-day!

Melanie's b-day was this past Saturday. She turned three, we had fun, specially the kids. Stephen was so tired by the end of the day. The food was also great and really good. I bet my sister was also tired, they had so much to do, but at the end it is always worth it. So she is three, her theme was Hannah Montana she loves her, I don't know why , it used to be Dora The Explorer not anymore. It was fun.

Leon Vago & Heavy Nopal

The band that my husband plays in had a gig this past Thur. We had lots of fun. I like going because we get out and forget about our daily routines, we danced all night. I loved it. I also have time to talk to my girls, these are the ones that I hang out with every time the band plays. We go toge there to Houston and Dallas, it's always lots of fun. We laugh and act crazy, and of course they are really good friends.

Easter!

So Easter was this past Sunday. It was really nice, we spend it with my sister and her husband. We usually do all the holidays with my family. We only do Christmas with his side. My husband was upset. His dad said he was going to be here and he did not come. It's always like that, though I just feel bad because he gets his feelings hurt. But life is that way, I guess. I just don't know what I can do to change that. But besides that we had a really nice day and the kids had lots of fun. Next year Victoria will be old enough to enjoy and maybe go egg hunting.

Two Month Check-up!

My poor baby... today was her two month checkup. Everything went well. She weighs 11 pounds and 8 ounces. I love this age, she starts to look at us and recognize us and laughs when we talk to her it's awesome. Of course she cried when she got her vaccines, she got 4... one oral and 3 shots. God I wanted to cry with her. To me that is the worst part about Dr.'s visits it's the vaccines. But she okay now and I am glad that she is doing well.

Visiting my Father

It's been one year and six months since he has passed away... and sometimes it is a difficult as when he first passed away. Going to visit him is hard and painful but at the same time I feel helpless and pain in my heart. I miss him so much and wish he was still here. He is missing out on a lot of great things. It hurt's to know that he never got to meet Victoria and to see Stephen go to school. I guess God has a future designed for everyone and that was his. I just hope that wherever he is at he knows that I love him and that he is still a big part of me. I hope he is in heaven and doing well. I will never forget when he got ill and the one week he was in the hospital, and all the hardship we went threw when he was in the funeral home. It was the hardest thing I have ever been threw and it still hurts to think about it. I love you daddy!

Back at work !

So I am back at work... not so fun! I rather be at home with my two angels, but I can't. Finally an adult conversation, glad to see all the patients. My first day back was Monday, I was about to explode when I got home. I was sooo tired and exhausted, I had to care for then both Victoria and Stephen and then make dinner make my lunch take the kids a bath, take a shower my self, get them both ready for bed and then fall like a rock in bed. My husband has been a big help. He has not been working lately so he took over the chores which is really nice. I am just trying to make a routine down and not get caught in the moment. It's hard but at the same time it's lovely. Everyday that goes by it just makes me think that all the hard work that both my husband and I do is for the good. When I look at both at Victoria and Stephen, then at Sam it just makes me know that it all pays off. I love it. It's hard but worth every minute of it. The waking up at four thirty in the morning the ten hours at work the coming home and not punching out it's all worth it. So my life is a bussy one. But that's okay :)

Victoria's 1st earpircing

Oh my God!!! Well my mother bought Victoria earring's. I did not know when we where actually going to pierce her ears but I knew it was going to be soon. Felipe was somewhat spectacle about the whole thing. So today Felipe and I went to the store and when we came back oh.... what a surprise her ears where pierced. I was amazed and shock actually we where both in shock. Not in a bad way but just on how soon there where done. Me cousin Erica that lives across the street was the brave one. My mother said she did not cry which is good. So now she has her earrings and I think she looks beautiful.

Trip to Houston

So this weekend me and my husband went to Houston. He plays in a band and they had a gig up there. It was soooo nice to have some alone time with him. It was a lot of fun, we had not been alone in a long time so it was nice. All the band members also took their spouses and we all drove in one car which was fun, all the talking and joking around was crazy. So we are back home and I am glad I missed my babies like crazy. But it is also important to have some alone time with your spouse. Well we had a nice weekend.. and I have no idea when it's going to happen again.

Dr.'s Appt.

So... Today was my postpartum appt. It went rather well. My husband was able to go with me oh and so was Victoria. So we talked about birth control and we decided on Yaz... I just hope that I wont forget to take it. Felipe said he was going to buy me an alarm clock. I forget everything but I am sure that after Victoria I won't forget to take that. He said that I looked well and I was amazed to know that I only weigh 3 pounds more than when I got pregnant so I was soooooooooooooo happy and proud of myself. I started to diet and to walk every afternoon so hopefully I will loose a little more and be back to normal. I am thankful for that. So that was my day it was great.

Sad, Sad, Sad

Well... I don't know where to start, I am not feeling myself lately. I have been crying for the simplest things and I think I might be causing problems. I need help, someone to talk to I guess. Actually someone who will understand how I feel and not judge me. There are certain things that have been going on now for a while and I think it is time for them to change. It will be a while before they do but I know it will be for the best. Specially for my kids which they are my first priority. I know whatever decision I take will be for the best. I know there is a light after the tunnel.

Elmo Live 2/13/09

We took the kids to Sesame Street Live. It was a lot of fun. This is the third year straight that I take Stephen and Samantha. It was also Victoria's first time going... though she slept threw the whole show. Maybe next year she will have more fun. I love taking them to events like that they have so much fun and it also gives me and my husband a chance to be with them and enjoy something nice. So next year we will be there again. It is an event that we will try to go and enjoy every year.

My two little angels!

So I could not be any happier... I love being with both of my kids. I love looking at both of them and knowing that they are something that came from me and my husband, and that came from love. It is not easy but we are getting a routine down... and it's much easier than I taught it was going to be. She just turned two weeks... and I am glad that she is finally here. It was a long journey... but I would do it all over again if I had too. I love both of them with all my heart, and I love being a mom all the things that they both do as individuals is amazing and wonderful. It's a perfect family of four. My husband Felipe,me, Stephen and Victoria. Happy four!!!!

Victoria's B-day! 1/19/09

So Victoria is finally here. We are so excited and happy. It was a long journey but amazing. So my water broke Mon. morning and it all started from there. It was painful but amazing. We are just glad that she is here and healthy. Her brother is proud and so is her dad. We are enjoying every moment of it and we are so happy. She is all that we asked for and even more. Now we are a family or four and we could never be happier. We are blessed.

Felipe's 28th Birthday

So yesterday was my husband's b-day. He turned 28, he was not so happy about the number. His dad came over and we went out to dinner and then we came home and ate some cake. It was quiet and nice. I was not feeling well on the other hand but I hong in there. I think she is almost here I have not been feeling well and I am in pain, she was not born in his b-day either but I am glad he enjoy his day. So now he is 28 th and getting older. I love him. Being with him and sharing my life with someone like him makes me really complete.

Victoria, Victoria, Victoria!

So today was my Dr.'s apt. and nothing yet. Still pregnant. But at this point I am not rushing it. I am only 2 cm, and no consistent contractions. He said I was doing fine. So good news at least for me, if I don't go into labor by my next apt. which is next Wed, he is going to induce me by that weekend or that Monday. Thank God. So I will not be going to my 40 weeks. He said I was cooked and she was ready. He also said she weighed about 7 lbs. I am kinda scared because I don't want her to get any bigger. But now we are excited and just kinda waiting. I thought it was something so funny, I had to ask, knowing me. I asked my Dr. what I could do to help me dilate, and he did not say walking nor taking hot bath's nothing like that, he said to have sex. OH GOD great something that right not I am not think about. My husband on the other hand had the biggest smile ever. Good for him but not me. So anyways we are still here, so hopefully by next week we will have our princess with us. So I will keep y'all updated.

My dad's 55th birthday!

So today is Jan, the 14th and my father would of been 55 years old. So I am still pregnant, I know the night is not over but at this point in the day I am very doubtful she will come. It makes me sad, but deep inside of me I know that he is watching over us. I will go to my doctor's appt tomorrow so we'll see what he tell's me. Maybe she will come on Friday which is my husband's birthday. Well back to my dad. He never liked celebrating his b-day I think I got that from him. He did not like us to sing to him or make a party. I just think he was shy because when we would give him his gift he would start crying. Oh and he would never open his gift until we left or my mom would open it for him. So I just think he was shy, and emotional. I miss him sooo much. I bet my mother misses him even more. I can't imagine feeling what she feels. I know it's a diffrent kind of emotion you know he was my father but he was her best friend her companion and someone to speak to when ever she felt lonely or just wanted to talk. You know he was always there for her and she was always there for him. She still cries and even more during day's like this one, his bairthday and all the holiday's. It's been a year and a few month's but it just seems it was like yesterday. My sister does not like going to his grave and which I kinda undersatnd her. She say's the only thing that is there is his body not his soul you know the dad that he was to us. I just feel sad, but life goes on and that is all that we can do, goes visit his grave and pray to him and for him. So tomorrow is another day and another day without him. We will always love him and miss him. He is always in our prayers and toughts. May he be in peace.

Stephen's Drum Set!

So this is one of Stephen's Christmas gifts. He had been asking for a drum set for a while. Well we decided to buy him one and what a perfect time than Christmas. Well it did not last not even last him a day before he made a hole on one for the drum's. He still plays with it and has fun but I think it's funny his uncle plays the drum's as well and they came over for dinner and they both played it which was nice for Stephen. They have something in common. Both of them including my husband they like music. So now I get to enjoy all the noise he makes with it and all the off beat sounds. It's really loud but I was told by his aunt I would learn to tune it out. But there it is his favorite gift the drum.

My Father And Me!

Tomorrow would of been my father's 55th birthday. I miss him soo much. He is missing out in so much. Like my second pregnancy, I am having labor pains and I am dilating. I hope she is born tomorrow, that would mean so much to me. It would seem as if he was aware that he is going to be a grandfather for the third time and as if he was looking over me and her. I get so emotional just think that he is not going to meet her and be apart of her life as she grows. My husband's birthday is also this week, but his is on the 16th he is going to be 28. I guess I should say that my father's birthday is on the 14th. So I guess well just wait and see when Victoria decides to be born. I am 37 weeks almost 38 I am ready as can be. I think my husband is to. He is probably tired of seen me waddling around. He has been so good to me and I love that about him. Well enough of him. So tomorrow I will be taking a trip to the cemetery and leaving flowers talking to his grave and getting no answer's. I hate it with a passion. I still ask my self so many question's a get no answer's but I guess that is life and I just have to deal with it. He is very missed and is still very loved. I am just thankful that my mother is here to charis all the things that he would of loved to see and be apart of. Well tomorrow is his birthday so well see if I give birth or not.