My Father And Me!

Tomorrow would of been my father's 55th birthday. I miss him soo much. He is missing out in so much. Like my second pregnancy, I am having labor pains and I am dilating. I hope she is born tomorrow, that would mean so much to me. It would seem as if he was aware that he is going to be a grandfather for the third time and as if he was looking over me and her. I get so emotional just think that he is not going to meet her and be apart of her life as she grows. My husband's birthday is also this week, but his is on the 16th he is going to be 28. I guess I should say that my father's birthday is on the 14th. So I guess well just wait and see when Victoria decides to be born. I am 37 weeks almost 38 I am ready as can be. I think my husband is to. He is probably tired of seen me waddling around. He has been so good to me and I love that about him. Well enough of him. So tomorrow I will be taking a trip to the cemetery and leaving flowers talking to his grave and getting no answer's. I hate it with a passion. I still ask my self so many question's a get no answer's but I guess that is life and I just have to deal with it. He is very missed and is still very loved. I am just thankful that my mother is here to charis all the things that he would of loved to see and be apart of. Well tomorrow is his birthday so well see if I give birth or not.