Victoria's B-day! 1/19/09

So Victoria is finally here. We are so excited and happy. It was a long journey but amazing. So my water broke Mon. morning and it all started from there. It was painful but amazing. We are just glad that she is here and healthy. Her brother is proud and so is her dad. We are enjoying every moment of it and we are so happy. She is all that we asked for and even more. Now we are a family or four and we could never be happier. We are blessed.

Felipe's 28th Birthday

So yesterday was my husband's b-day. He turned 28, he was not so happy about the number. His dad came over and we went out to dinner and then we came home and ate some cake. It was quiet and nice. I was not feeling well on the other hand but I hong in there. I think she is almost here I have not been feeling well and I am in pain, she was not born in his b-day either but I am glad he enjoy his day. So now he is 28 th and getting older. I love him. Being with him and sharing my life with someone like him makes me really complete.

Victoria, Victoria, Victoria!

So today was my Dr.'s apt. and nothing yet. Still pregnant. But at this point I am not rushing it. I am only 2 cm, and no consistent contractions. He said I was doing fine. So good news at least for me, if I don't go into labor by my next apt. which is next Wed, he is going to induce me by that weekend or that Monday. Thank God. So I will not be going to my 40 weeks. He said I was cooked and she was ready. He also said she weighed about 7 lbs. I am kinda scared because I don't want her to get any bigger. But now we are excited and just kinda waiting. I thought it was something so funny, I had to ask, knowing me. I asked my Dr. what I could do to help me dilate, and he did not say walking nor taking hot bath's nothing like that, he said to have sex. OH GOD great something that right not I am not think about. My husband on the other hand had the biggest smile ever. Good for him but not me. So anyways we are still here, so hopefully by next week we will have our princess with us. So I will keep y'all updated.

My dad's 55th birthday!

So today is Jan, the 14th and my father would of been 55 years old. So I am still pregnant, I know the night is not over but at this point in the day I am very doubtful she will come. It makes me sad, but deep inside of me I know that he is watching over us. I will go to my doctor's appt tomorrow so we'll see what he tell's me. Maybe she will come on Friday which is my husband's birthday. Well back to my dad. He never liked celebrating his b-day I think I got that from him. He did not like us to sing to him or make a party. I just think he was shy because when we would give him his gift he would start crying. Oh and he would never open his gift until we left or my mom would open it for him. So I just think he was shy, and emotional. I miss him sooo much. I bet my mother misses him even more. I can't imagine feeling what she feels. I know it's a diffrent kind of emotion you know he was my father but he was her best friend her companion and someone to speak to when ever she felt lonely or just wanted to talk. You know he was always there for her and she was always there for him. She still cries and even more during day's like this one, his bairthday and all the holiday's. It's been a year and a few month's but it just seems it was like yesterday. My sister does not like going to his grave and which I kinda undersatnd her. She say's the only thing that is there is his body not his soul you know the dad that he was to us. I just feel sad, but life goes on and that is all that we can do, goes visit his grave and pray to him and for him. So tomorrow is another day and another day without him. We will always love him and miss him. He is always in our prayers and toughts. May he be in peace.

Stephen's Drum Set!

So this is one of Stephen's Christmas gifts. He had been asking for a drum set for a while. Well we decided to buy him one and what a perfect time than Christmas. Well it did not last not even last him a day before he made a hole on one for the drum's. He still plays with it and has fun but I think it's funny his uncle plays the drum's as well and they came over for dinner and they both played it which was nice for Stephen. They have something in common. Both of them including my husband they like music. So now I get to enjoy all the noise he makes with it and all the off beat sounds. It's really loud but I was told by his aunt I would learn to tune it out. But there it is his favorite gift the drum.

My Father And Me!

Tomorrow would of been my father's 55th birthday. I miss him soo much. He is missing out in so much. Like my second pregnancy, I am having labor pains and I am dilating. I hope she is born tomorrow, that would mean so much to me. It would seem as if he was aware that he is going to be a grandfather for the third time and as if he was looking over me and her. I get so emotional just think that he is not going to meet her and be apart of her life as she grows. My husband's birthday is also this week, but his is on the 16th he is going to be 28. I guess I should say that my father's birthday is on the 14th. So I guess well just wait and see when Victoria decides to be born. I am 37 weeks almost 38 I am ready as can be. I think my husband is to. He is probably tired of seen me waddling around. He has been so good to me and I love that about him. Well enough of him. So tomorrow I will be taking a trip to the cemetery and leaving flowers talking to his grave and getting no answer's. I hate it with a passion. I still ask my self so many question's a get no answer's but I guess that is life and I just have to deal with it. He is very missed and is still very loved. I am just thankful that my mother is here to charis all the things that he would of loved to see and be apart of. Well tomorrow is his birthday so well see if I give birth or not.